Well actually not M&Ms. No chocolate for the month of November. Or fried food, or crisps. :) In any case I'm feeling less depressed now because my BFFs and I managed to arrange an extended sleepover together next week once Chinese O's are O-ver (ok sorry for the bad pun haha). Took a lot of angst out of all of us xD because we ended up arguing about why A (whom I mentioned in the last post) should not skip Angklung practice to spend time with us. :P And then in the end my friend's mum solved everything by freeing up a day we had not previously considered. xD Fail much! Os end on Wednesday, we meet on Saturday, over the weekend and then I have a school farewell dinner the day after we break camp. i.e. lots of people wanting me to eat. :P I kind of feel quite bad haha because I know they only want me to be happy but it's rather hard to hide my ED from them because it would make them worry. I'm quite excited because it's taken a lot for the three of us to get together before two of us go off to JC and we won't get to see the other girl for quite some time, so. :)
I'm going to eat only dinner (and hopefully a meagre one at that) for the next week to compensate for the week after and hope I don't gain too much! What's more, I'm heading off on a 6-week family holiday on the 24th so everyone's going to be watching how much I eat (or not!). I'm kind of nervous, since we're going to New York, which is going to be cold (Oh gosh Sandy was terrible I saw pics :( I feel so sad for the people whose homes were wrecked) and I'm afraid I'll feel the cold too much. As it is I'm starting to feel kind of chilly here in Singapore because it has been raining the entire week and I'm really feeling the cool at night. Fortunately something called a fleece blanket exists >.<
Stay strong and keep smiling,
Lindariel :)
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