Hello my lovelies :)
Yes, it is 12 midnight and I am rushing out an Economics mind map because I have a quiz tomorrow - no, TODAY and I have not touched ANYTHING and here I am on blogger -.- Some time management.
ANYWAY I need to get stuff off my chest, like how protective I feel about my juniors xD and how much I love my BFFs A and C :) I am listening to one of my Celtic Woman albums, and I'm having feels ;_; It's so amazing how I can love someone else so much while I hate myself so freaking much at the same time. And the funniest thing is that today I feel so safe and warm & fuzzy that I'm honestly not even giving myself a hard time about eating a yam bun after 8:30pm. Like yes I feel bad, but where I might, on another day, feel terrible, today I just feel bad.
I keep thinking that my friends are all being nice to me to my face and are complaining among each other about how awfully dependent I am, behind my back. I don't know what is going to happen to me if I found out that my friends really were doing that. I don't think I'd be able to face anyone again, not even myself. :( I suppose it's no use trying to fret over things that really are probably just in my mind - but how do I know they're just in my mind? is the question. I don't know. I just don't know.
Lindariel :)
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