I'm posting during recess to stop my friend J from making me go downstairs to eat. Going downstairs, yes, good exercise, but eat? No, thanks. I'd rather sit here and post about not eating. :)
Not that J means anything but well - she's a pretty sweet girl, but her one fault is self-control. So combine that with a metabolic rate that even I envy, and boom, you get a glutton. The way I see it is, the less I eat, the more self control I have, mind over matter, and the more perfect I am. And everyone is happy. :)
It just occurred to me that when we say "Mind over Matter" it's really so punny! Like mind over platter, over matter, over mass (and thus weight, and thus the Scale) Oh well I adore puns. :P
I'm currently going on a 9pm to 4pm water fast. that's 16 hours a day. My one weakness is coffee sweets, and sweet tea, so I suppose I shall have to start drinking my tea with sweetener instead. In any case I just blew all my allowance this month on yarn for crochet and knitting, beads, felt for sewing, cloth... the list goes on. I have exactly $2 in my savings at home, and those savings are not going anywhere. SO, no cash for food. Good. :) Now if only I can cook up an excuse or two when my friend tries to make me eat. I don't think she realises I am pro-Ana, though. She can be pretty oblivious at times.
I do hope I'll have more leeway to starve myself to perfection once I change school campus when I move up to the next grade at the start of next year. It probably would be easier to cook up an appointment or two during my lunch break in the new school - it's gigantic! 5000 girls and boys all tossed together (right now I attend a girls school, there are about 2000 of us) probably makes for some pretty screwy timetables.
Love, Lindariel
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