I'm angry with a boy in my class. >:( We were discussing Singapore's aging population and falling fertility rate in Chinese and our teacher asked us if we wanted to marry, and have children in the future. So J says he wants a wife, but not children. Teacher asked what if his wife wanted children. How did J respond? "Divorce her!" I got so angry. Divorce isn't a matter to joke around about! Yes, I know he was just horsing around wasn't being serious, but still! Insensitive, unthinking idiot!
Of course it doesn't help that my parents are separated. I wish he'd think about who he could hurt with that careless, even callous statement. Well I just swallowed and sucked it up. No point bringing it up; everyone would just think I'm being oh-so-girlishly-weak. Yes, I know I'm weak and emotional and stupidly sentimental, but I don't have to show it. I need to be strong, I must not let anything show, I need to be thin.
Only then will I be strong, and perfect.
Lindariel
Wednesday, 27 February 2013
Saturday, 23 February 2013
I'm back! (After a very long and cowardly hiatus >_< )
Hello guys,
I'm so awfully sorry that I haven't posted for almost three months! I did get home in January, but I have been adjusting to my new school, new classmates, etc., plus I gained a total of 2.5 kg while MIA, and I just didn't feel confident enough to do anything T_T I'll have to re-establish myself in the Ana forum xD and stuff, but for the meanwhile here are some updates!
I just started grade 11 in a new-but-not-that-new school. I say that because everyone from my secondary school moved up and into the co-ed junior college. So I still have all my friends around me. Yay! ^_^ But I have a different class now, of course. And an orientation group. Who thinks I am weird because I happen to venerate Mozart and Schubert, and don't have enough cash to go out with them constantly.
And... ... (Drumroll plz *_*) I am in the band! :D huzzah! I used to play the euphonium in elementary school (hey I was pretty good if I may say so! I used to play all the high notes then!) so I joined the band in hope that I can pick it up again and what do I find? I'm rusty. -_- well, like duh, and I know it will take me a long, long time to get back to where I used lot be. T_T To top that off, my section leader doesn't want me in the section - and very understandably so! What's more is that T. isn't the subtlest person in the world. So I got so stressed, that I requested out of eupho, and so now I'm learning double bass! :D Like how totally cool is that. ^_^ well, the original plan was to join percussion, but there are too many percussionists. So I'm stuck with eupho and double bass at the same time. Well serves me right for chickening out there! TT_TT
So far I've been skipping breakfast regularly, and I've been escaping lunch by staying at the study area and doing tutorials while everyone else is pigging out xD by the way, my weight is back under 40 kg, but just barely! I want to cut out dinner too, but I have to go home and eat T^T
Happy skinny weekend everybody,
Lindariel :)
I'm so awfully sorry that I haven't posted for almost three months! I did get home in January, but I have been adjusting to my new school, new classmates, etc., plus I gained a total of 2.5 kg while MIA, and I just didn't feel confident enough to do anything T_T I'll have to re-establish myself in the Ana forum xD and stuff, but for the meanwhile here are some updates!
I just started grade 11 in a new-but-not-that-new school. I say that because everyone from my secondary school moved up and into the co-ed junior college. So I still have all my friends around me. Yay! ^_^ But I have a different class now, of course. And an orientation group. Who thinks I am weird because I happen to venerate Mozart and Schubert, and don't have enough cash to go out with them constantly.
And... ... (Drumroll plz *_*) I am in the band! :D huzzah! I used to play the euphonium in elementary school (hey I was pretty good if I may say so! I used to play all the high notes then!) so I joined the band in hope that I can pick it up again and what do I find? I'm rusty. -_- well, like duh, and I know it will take me a long, long time to get back to where I used lot be. T_T To top that off, my section leader doesn't want me in the section - and very understandably so! What's more is that T. isn't the subtlest person in the world. So I got so stressed, that I requested out of eupho, and so now I'm learning double bass! :D Like how totally cool is that. ^_^ well, the original plan was to join percussion, but there are too many percussionists. So I'm stuck with eupho and double bass at the same time. Well serves me right for chickening out there! TT_TT
So far I've been skipping breakfast regularly, and I've been escaping lunch by staying at the study area and doing tutorials while everyone else is pigging out xD by the way, my weight is back under 40 kg, but just barely! I want to cut out dinner too, but I have to go home and eat T^T
Happy skinny weekend everybody,
Lindariel :)
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